Parabooli langus

Rämeda languse on päev täna teinud. Päev algas ja kestis laes. Ma olin jummala sillas. Tartusse minnes ka veel. Seal tuju langes: muutusin tagasi "normaalseks". Tagasi tulles õppisin psühhi. Siis läksin korra Martini (uue nimega Kristi) ja Leaga ning ma solvusin varsti. SOLVUSIN. MINA. Nagu mis asja? Ma pole elusees olnud vaevalt 10 korda solvunud olnud. Vb pole isegi 5 korda olnud. Kõik solvangud, mis mulle tehtud on, olen ma hullemini tagasi saatnud, enda kasuks pööranud või lihtsalt kaasa naernud. A ma solvusin. Ma olin hirmul lausa. Ma ei suutnud seda lihtsalt uskuda. Ei taha enam KUNAGI sellist asja tunda.
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Sain rahakoti. Nii lahe. Täiega meeldib. Metallica lihtsalt ruulib.
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Panen uue laulu siia. Äkki iseloomustab tänast päeva kuidagi.

Nothing Else Matters

Metallica

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters